Schadenfreude

Anonymous asked: Hello. :'3 You will hopefully have received a link now; if you didn't, this is a message to let you know that the third time is not always the charm. :D Also, have some lines from one of my favourite poems, "Tamerlane" by E. A. Poe: "And boyhood is a summer sun / Whose waning is the dreariest one- / For all we live to know is known, / And all we seek to keep hath flown- / Let life, then, as the day-flower, fall / With the noon-day beauty- which is all."

Goddamnit tumblr, just let me have my lovely anons drawing! :| I am severely upset by the inability to send links through asks. Severely. I am devastated that you went to the effort to actually draw something for me and I am unable to receive it.

On another note, that poem is gorgeous.

Anonymous asked: I just sent you a new link for your drawing. :3 Hope it works!

On tumblr? It totally didn’t work :(

Anonymous asked: What. O____O Ah, well I made you a drawing as promised, and sent you the link on Sunday. If you haven't received it, I'll have to upload the drawing again and send you a new URL. :3 Was wondering if you'd gotten it or not!

Tumblr is funny about urls, so maybe that’s why it didn’t work? If its easier you can email it to me at: hollowwithyou at gmail dot com

Anonymous asked: Did you get my drawing? o.o

No! D: I didn’t know you sent it :c

juliaew asked: love you too honeybee

Seriously though your face is a treasure I smile whenever i see it on my dash :*

Anonymous asked: My interest in you fascinates me as well, I assure you. For reasons that I can only begin to explain, I'm drawn to and attached to you--quite out of character for someone as detached and anhedonic as I am. :] As I once said to you, you're a well-loved room in the architecture of my mind. I find you more lovely than most things in life. Also, I'll gladly draw something inspired by you. :3 It'll take a few days to find the time. :'D But I'll put my heart into it. Look out for it some time soon. :]

Gosh, you say such lovely things. Your asks are like word porn, I swear. I will be the biggest ball of flattery and smoosh if this drawing actually happens, this is basically the loveliest thing that anyone has offered me ever. I will wait with baited breath! c:

Anonymous asked: OHWOW all these answers. :'D All quite interesting, too. Thank you for indulging my curiosity; you're such fun. Also, I admire your taste in books; Tolkien's my favourite author, and TFioS was a lovable, touching story. I'll read it again once uni dies down for a while. Now then, what do I draw? These days, nothing. I used to draw all the time--ranging from Art Nouveau- and Celtic-inspired art to (in my later days) lots of line art, mostly of trees. But I'll try anything if it pleases you. :3

I will always indulge in curiosity, it kind of fascinates me that someone actually finds my life interesting to be honest. It’s the self-absorbed side of me raising it’s ugly head, but oh well. Everyone has flaws.

Indulging further in my pig-headedness, I can’t think of a specific request but I would love it if you’d draw something inspired by me (self-involvement is a curse of the socially anxious, I can promise you that). I wish I knew who you were!

Anonymous asked: Please answer: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40, 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50, 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66, 67, 68, 69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92. ANSWER EVERYTHING. щ(ಠ益ಠщ) If you do, I will draw you a picture of your choice, scan it, upload it, and give you the link. :3

oh my god dude, i want to know who actually cares this much about the things I have to say ;;

• 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

Who was the last person I text? Welp. It was my ex, so uh. Yes

• 2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

Correct

• 3. Have you taken someones virginity?

Not as far as I know.

• 4. Is trust a big issue for you?

Majorly.

• 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

Blerghyesthisisawkward.

• 6. What are you excited for?

Well I am kind of an empty shell of a human being with no real emotions left so nothing off the top of my head. Thor 2.

• 7. What happened tonight?

Coffee, ice cream, Guns ‘n’ Roses.

• 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

Not in the slightest. They do what they want, bitches.

• 9. Is confidence cute?

I suppose so? It’s not something I think about too much honestly. Too much is gross.

• 10. What is the last beverage you had?

Diet Coke. Always diet coke.

• 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Probably like 3.

• 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Yes! I have like 3 left I think.

• 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

30 Rock and gin.

• 14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Red bull for work tomorrow.

• 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Lolno.

• 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

Lolno.

• 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

Joshpants, motherfucker don’t you ever forget.

• 18. The last time you felt broken?

Eeeeeeh. So many times. It’s a daily occurrence.

• 19. Have you had sex today?

HAH. No.

• 20. Are you starting to realize anything?

I realise that I am toxic.

• 21. Are you in a good mood?

Never.

• 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

YES.

• 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

Not quite. I have brown, he has hazel.

• 24. What do you want right this second?

Coffee.

• 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

Let’s so not even go there right now, okay? OKAY.

• 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Not a chance in hell. Romanoff red.

• 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

Probably not.

• 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

The interwebs.

• 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGH. These questions man. Yes.

• 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Not always.

• 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

Joshpants? YES. never :*

• 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

Yes.

• 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Hah god no, I drink Diet Coke.

• 34. Listening to?

The Hunger Games soundtrack

• 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

A lot at work actually.

• 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

At home.

• 37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

I think so.

• 38. Who did you last call?

My mumsy.

• 39. Who was the last person you danced with?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Myex.

• 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

Because I make some rather stupid decisions at times, and that was one of them.

• 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

Probably like a week ago?

• 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

Both!

• 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

I have a patent on that shit.

• 44. Do you tan in the nude?

What’s tanning?

• 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Yes. Definitely. In a heartbeat.

• 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Nah bro.

• 47. Who was the last person to call you?

My boss.

• 48. Do you sing in the shower?

Sometimes actually, it’s pretty amusing.

• 49. Do you dance in the car?

Oh hell yeah.

• 50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Yes! Also sometimes I makeshift bow and arrows using my ukulele and a paintbrush, while running after my little sister and yelling ‘THE HUNGER GAMES’. Thug life.

• 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

When I was a little kid.

• 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Never.

• 53. Is Christmas stressful?

Very.

• 54. Ever eat a pierogi?

A what now?

• 55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

Apple.

• 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Oh man, so many. Dancer, artist, singer, psychologist, teacher, RAF pilot.

• 57. Do you believe in ghosts?

No.

• 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Lots.

• 59. Take a vitamin daily?

Naaaah

• 60. Wear slippers?

Definitely.

• 61. Wear a bath robe?

Yes!

• 62. What do you wear to bed?

Whatever shirt I wore that day, sometimes with sweatpants, mostly without.

• 63. First concert?

Hahaha. Atomic Kitten came to my primary school.

• 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Kmart, because we don’t have wal-mart and Target is overpriced.

• 65. Nike or Adidas?

Neither.

• 66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

What are fritos? Cheetos.

• 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Peanuts.

• 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

Safe and Sound.

• 69. Ever take dance lessons?

Yes. Ballet, for many years.

• 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Hah lets so not even go there.

• 71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes!

• 72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Hell yeah.

• 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Probably.

• 74. What is your favorite book?

Oh man, it changes so often. It was The Fault in our Stars by John Green until very recently, but I just reread The Hobbit and now I think it’s that again.

• 75. Do you study better with or without music?

That awkward moment when you imply that I study…

• 76. Regularly burn incense?

Never.

• 77. Ever been in love?

Yes.

• 78. Who would you like to see in concert?

I don’t like concerts.

• 79. What was the last concert you saw?

30 Seconds to Mars

• 80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Hot.

• 81. Tea or coffee?

Coffee.

• 82. Favorite type of cookie?

Chocolate.

• 83. Can you swim well?

Decently, yeah. I’ll live.

• 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yessums.

• 85. Are you patient?

Not at all.

• 86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

Band!

• 87. Ever won a contest?

Probably at some point.

• 88. Ever have plastic surgery?

Nope!

• 89. Which are better black or green olives?

Neither, olives are gross.

• 90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

Do what you want, bros.

• 91. Best room for a fireplace?

Lounge.

• 92. Do you want to get married?

I think so, maybe.

Wow, that was a lot of questions. What sort of things do you draw?

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Anonymous asked: Please answer the following: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25.

ohwow all the questions. welp okay:

1: Picture of yourself

wah here

2: A description of my self-esteem

Hah.

3: My favorite book

Varies a lot, but right now it’s The Fault In Our Stars by John Green

4: Biggest Turn Offs

Egomaniacs. Blonde hair. Weird knees. Bad music taste.

5: Biggest Turn Ons

Lots of things. Jawlines. Humour. People who like to dance. 

6: Most famous person you’ve met

Uh I’ve met some people from bands a few times.

7: What I want to be when I’m older

Teacher.

8: My relationship(s) with my sibling(s)

Pretty A+ most of the time

9: Relationship status?

Single but so the furthest thing from available. 

10: What I did yesterday

Laser tag and drinking.

11: What I’m doing today

Work and hangovers

12: What I’m doing tomorrow

Fuck all bro

13: Most embarrassing moment

Don’t even know if I’m honest

14: Description of who I like

Lets not even go there right now.

15: Biggest insecurities?

Everything.

16: Something I wish I could change about myself

Everything.

17: I’ll love you if…

You’re like one person, otherwise apparently I don’t see anyone.

18: Something I’m really good at

Working in a dead end job.

19: Something I’m really bad at

Life.

20: What I wish for at 11:11

Nothing

21: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

Because I’m stupid.

22: Favorite Movie

Kiss Kiss Bang Bang

23: Something that has made you mad recently

So very many things, most notably my own bad decision making skills

24: A random fact about yourself

I literally have no interesting facts. My hair is red these days?

25: Question of your choice

You didn’t ask a question.